• M.E. diary

    Party girl to party pooper – Part 1

    PART 1 In the days before I found out it was adrenaline that kept me going I really was the epitome of the party girl and could keep playing longer and harder than most of my friends, who were averagely…

  • M.E. diary

    Party girl to party pooper – Part 2

    PART 2 I’ve racked my brains about what I actually do to conserve my energy because I realised a few days ago that to get well has been almost like having a full time job for the last couple of…

  • The Master Cleanse

    The Master Cleanse

    Ive decided to do my second Master Cleanse – otherwise known as The Lemonade Diet. My reasons for this are: Last time i did it I lost a lot of my ME symptoms. I concluded that food must have a…

  • M.E. diary

    Cloud Cuckoo Land

    I haven’t been able to write anything for months because i was trying to work out what happened and didnt know where to start. I was in (what i thought was) a lovely big fluffy cloud but it turned out…

  • M.E. diary

    Can we change the world around us?

    Inspired by Chris B on http://cfsknowledgecenter.ning.com/   I really liked what you said about finally having time to focus on our wellbeing – its really how everyone should be running their life. Maybe, just by being (and staying) positive people…

  • M.E. diary

    I believe …..

    I wrote this to a friend a month or so ago – they said they found it inspirational which was very flattering indeed and mighty praise for me. Also very humbling – i was just being me and going off…

  • M.E. diary

    High Days and Holidays

    Ive had two birthday parties (spoilt i know!) and a weeks holiday (well it was my birthday week) all in the last 12 days and I’m surprisingly well …. i won’t even say surprisingly well considering …….. just surprisingly well…

  • M.E. diary

    Unconditional love v. stress

    Ive met an extraordinary man! So why am i telling you? Meeting ‘the man’ does, in part, explain why its been so long between posts but honestly…… I just haven’t known what to say. Day after day ive been asking…

  • 101 in 1001

    40 Start learning to sing

    Number 40 on my list of 101 things to do in1001 days 🙂 Yesterday i had a singing lesson. How I came to find my teacher had a lovely bit of coincidence to it and it felt right. I put…